2012-12-06

i once kept

i once kept this blog and i still think it's really wonderful
when i started it, no one did this - actually, turns out you can't make that little heart thing without things going wonky on the post. that's because those little sharp brackets are actually FOR something not just little text hearts. sharp bracket-3. that's what was supposed to be there.

but now we're just on the internet all the time trying to use text to describe everything and still struggling to make it work for feelings and stuff, ya know

i remember when i sent my first text. it was july 2005, to my friend smiley. and sarah was there, in the hotel room we shared all summer long before making an extra crazy very stupid nonstop drive from vancouver to london.

sarah died a year ago january 19 and i just still can't believe it. not sure i'll ever be able to.